where is the line

when is it time to give up



this was what i lived for


there's too many things to prove it true






natalie got scolded by gong for crying while getting her flu jab : \ says: (11:42:12 PM)
i need a substitute!!!
Servant of Love; J.M. + J.T how can you dictate something you're not subdued to? says: (11:42:56 PM)
nat..... you're not taking relationships seriously
Servant of Love; J.M. + J.T how can you dictate something you're not subdued to? says: (11:43:20 PM)
they arent for your convenience
Servant of Love; J.M. + J.T how can you dictate something you're not subdued to? says: (11:43:20 PM)
it involves lives
natalie got scolded by gong for crying while getting her flu jab : \ says: (11:44:18 PM)
yeah but its just my situation, my life is so different from the rest
natalie got scolded by gong for crying while getting her flu jab : \ says: (11:44:23 PM)
i'm not a kid singaporean
natalie got scolded by gong for crying while getting her flu jab : \ says: (11:44:29 PM)
i'm a french kid!
natalie got scolded by gong for crying while getting her flu jab : \ says: (11:44:53 PM)
EVEN MY 6 YEAR OLD AMERICAN COUSIN TALKS ABOUT GUYS ALREADY
Servant of Love; J.M. + J.T how can you dictate something you're not subdued to? says: (11:45:21 PM)
nat, you're singaporean.... dont live in a fantasy
natalie got scolded by gong for crying while getting her flu jab : \ says: (11:48:38 PM)
yeah but don't recall being one
natalie got scolded by gong for crying while getting her flu jab : \ says: (11:48:39 PM)
haha
natalie got scolded by gong for crying while getting her flu jab : \ says: (11:48:41 PM)
damn it
natalie got scolded by gong for crying while getting her flu jab : \ says: (11:49:00 PM)
bren you knew all along since dunno when i love raymond hurely or herrly or whoever. and its real
Servant of Love; J.M. + J.T how can you dictate something you're not subdued to? says: (11:49:23 PM)
ya... but be yourself nat... why be some french??
natalie got scolded by gong for crying while getting her flu jab : \ says: (11:52:17 PM)
haha i don't know
natalie got scolded by gong for crying while getting her flu jab : \ says: (11:52:31 PM)
if i liked a singaporean, i'll do the same thing probably
natalie got scolded by gong for crying while getting her flu jab : \ says: (11:52:57 PM)
its not like i invented this to impress anyone
Servant of Love; J.M. + J.T how can you dictate something you're not subdued to? says: (11:53:18 PM)
ya, but why arent you being natalie?
natalie got scolded by gong for crying while getting her flu jab : \ says: (11:54:02 PM)
i am
natalie got scolded by gong for crying while getting her flu jab : \ says: (11:54:06 PM)
natalie loves raymond
Servant of Love; J.M. + J.T how can you dictate something you're not subdued to? says: (11:54:21 PM)
ya... but is nat french?
natalie got scolded by gong for crying while getting her flu jab : \ says: (11:54:39 PM)
does it matter whether the guy i like is some globalised citizen?
Servant of Love; J.M. + J.T how can you dictate something you're not subdued to? says: (11:55:12 PM)
it matters that you are being something/someone else, rather than yourself
natalie got scolded by gong for crying while getting her flu jab : \ says: (11:55:50 PM)
yeah i know
natalie got scolded by gong for crying while getting her flu jab : \ says: (11:55:57 PM)
so i wanna get out of it soon
natalie got scolded by gong for crying while getting her flu jab : \ says: (11:56:07 PM)
once i meet him in person, probably everything will change
Servant of Love; J.M. + J.T how can you dictate something you're not subdued to? says: (11:56:27 PM)
do really you need that?
natalie got scolded by gong for crying while getting her flu jab : \ says: (11:56:44 PM)
yeah
natalie got scolded by gong for crying while getting her flu jab : \ says: (11:56:55 PM)
its a dream to complete, not to leave hanging and dreading
Servant of Love; J.M. + J.T how can you dictate something you're not subdued to? says: (11:57:18 PM)
dont live in a dream/fantasy...
natalie got scolded by gong for crying while getting her flu jab : \ says: (11:58:15 PM)
if there's only one thing that my heart desires, this is it
Servant of Love; J.M. + J.T how can you dictate something you're not subdued to? says: (11:58:32 PM)
cliche nat... cliche
natalie got scolded by gong for crying while getting her flu jab : \ says: (11:59:28 PM)
its not
natalie got scolded by gong for crying while getting her flu jab : \ says: (11:59:35 PM)
its so real that i can't put it down
natalie got scolded by gong for crying while getting her flu jab : \ says: (12:00:04 AM)
i don't believe in cinderella stories. once i watched goong, i was like oohhh fantasy, not gonna happen, i'm not watching
Servant of Love; J.M. + J.T how can you dictate something you're not subdued to? says: (12:00:51 AM)
i dont know nat.....
Servant of Love; J.M. + J.T how can you dictate something you're not subdued to? says: (12:01:02 AM)
just wait for him to come by....
Servant of Love; J.M. + J.T how can you dictate something you're not subdued to? says: (12:01:05 AM)
dont get obssessed
natalie got scolded by gong for crying while getting her flu jab : \ says: (12:02:56 AM)
hahaha yeah
natalie got scolded by gong for crying while getting her flu jab : \ says: (12:03:10 AM)
thats why the ALTERNATIVE. THE SUBSTITUTE. what is it!
Servant of Love; J.M. + J.T how can you dictate something you're not subdued to? says: (12:03:59 AM)
you do not sub a person with a person
Servant of Love; J.M. + J.T how can you dictate something you're not subdued to? says: (12:04:10 AM)
you're not playing a game, or playing with an object
Servant of Love; J.M. + J.T how can you dictate something you're not subdued to? says: (12:04:18 AM)
it's a live you're playing with...
natalie got scolded by gong for crying while getting her flu jab : \ says: (12:05:58 AM)
life you mean
natalie got scolded by gong for crying while getting her flu jab : \ says: (12:06:03 AM)
i'm not playing
natalie got scolded by gong for crying while getting her flu jab : \ says: (12:06:08 AM)
i'm the victim of myself
Servant of Love; J.M. + J.T how can you dictate something you're not subdued to? says: (12:06:47 AM)
ya.... and you'll be making a victim out of someone else too if you have that Substitute
natalie got scolded by gong for crying while getting her flu jab : \ says: (12:09:13 AM)
nah
natalie got scolded by gong for crying while getting her flu jab : \ says: (12:09:17 AM)
then i'll try to forget
Servant of Love; J.M. + J.T how can you dictate something you're not subdued to? says: (12:09:59 AM)
dont forget, just embrace, but dont let it control you
Servant of Love; J.M. + J.T how can you dictate something you're not subdued to? says: (12:10:01 AM)
get it?
natalie got scolded by gong for crying while getting her flu jab : \ says: (12:11:41 AM)
maturity!
Servant of Love; J.M. + J.T how can you dictate something you're not subdued to? says: (12:12:15 AM)
yeah.... something like that

love

can i disclose this?

autumn's set to misery

oh the monsoon!

the ploy you made to make me more in love with you

* You dated but now you aren't speaking. It's complicated.
* You went to preschool with Raymond.
* You met randomly: we were kids. natalie 'protected' raymond. and they definitely kissed. haha. today only natalie remembers most of the things and raymond has become her drug. : \
...poor nat....; )
yup nat's SUPER POOR THING IN THIS 'RELATIONSHIP' ! depression already happened.
* You are Facebook friends.
* You hooked up and it was forever.


i had to prove to the guys i lived in paris.
i had to note that you were there too
and you're still here. and i still love you

fool

FOOL FOR A NIGHT
Written by:
Andy Gibb

Performed by:
Andy Gibb

Album:
Shadow Dancing
(1978)

Transcript by
Xavi Parellada, SeeGeeB

You don't want to come home cryin'
Lose that magic in your smile
Give it up before you start it
Start to die

Why be a fool for a night
You'd be a fool to fall for a night
Gotta let it grow
Someone you don't really know

A fool for a night
You'd be a fool to fall for a night
Gotta let it show
Someone you don't really know

Old emotions time has borrowed
Tend to make you think you're right
You're the one I'll always follow
For all times

Why be a fool for a night
You'd be a fool to fall for a night
Gotta let it grow
Someone you don't really know

A fool for a night
You'd be a fool to fall for a night
Gotta let it show
Someone you don't really know

And if you run away
You can't escape from the price you pay,oh no
And when you realize nobody else will care
Where are the friends you made

No one is left who can show the way, oh no
And when the burden ends, I will heal you
Time will turn you back to me

A fool for a night
You'd be a fool to fall for a night
Gotta let it grow
Someone you don't really know

A fool for a night
You'd be a fool to fall for a night
Gotta let it show
Someone you don't really know

chuckle

I follow the night
Can't stand the light
When will I begin
To live again

One day I'll fly away
Leave all this to yesterday
What more could your love do for me
When will love be through with me

Why live life from dream to dream
And dread the day when dreaming ends

One day I'll fly away
Leave all this to yesterday
Why live life from dream to dream
And dread the day when dreaming ends

One day I'll fly away
fly fly away

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clarence lend me a blank cd. sadly it didnt turn out blank. this is a moulin rogue song from it. the dream will end would it?

haha. i saw fin with his piano audience of girls after school.

you give me a rose and my heart flips. i'm over the moon.

and totally lost!

waiting

road i'm taking is off course to many else.
but love it and live it.